zAi iS

(:

2010-03-15T10:29:00.000-07:00

So bored. Love you.
Bye.

Please..

2009-11-28T23:23:00.000-08:00

Heloo..
Im confused.
In a daze.
And feeling shity,
I dunno wht she wants,
She doesn't want to talk to me,
And expects me to know everything.
Nicee...
Thanks...

:D

2009-10-21T09:39:00.001-07:00

Zai is like damn busy with I have no idea what. Okay not actually. Work, work, work. Sheeesh.

I know like damn annoying right I always blog for him. But it gets more annoying to see this place not updated. So heck care lor. HAHA.

Oh ya. Dear ah. I'm doing this cause I'm belardy bored since you slept super fcking early today. Hee. Get well soon smelly. I'll see you tomorrow alright? Confirm plus chop after seeing me, you'll recover like immediately. Cettt okay thats exaggerating.

2 more fcking days till youre awesomely 18!
Like FINALLY we can watch some M18 show together. Damn slow ah you.
On a lighter note, more QT with you over the weekends :D

You're awesomeeee and I loveee you ((:

MR!...ur closer to death.

2009-10-10T11:51:00.000-07:00

Helo!...haizzZzZz...look at the tagboard!...whoo...some mutha fucka nk step hero...i know who u are my man....there's only 1 more step to take...ur using singnet..much easier...MUAHAHAHA!....i suggest u don't play with fire aiits...cause its getting bigger by the second...All the info ive collected is a confirm2 U!...but i just need a better foundation for the evidence....ahaha...u ticked me already...ive lost it...and now MR GUEST!...u'll have to pay.....wht the fuck rights do u fucking have to talk about lina like that?...although i juz knew her...i know she's a great girl...only immature fuck heads like u think that she's not....ur plans are not working....IM LEARNING PSYCHOLOGY BABE...note that....u wanna mind fuck...its not working...this shit is childs play...only a 15yr old will play sumthng like this...[[: ....sooo...yea...lina ain't a hoe like how u put things...i don't have a thing with her...im close to her because someone treats her like an animal...i can't take it when someone does that.....enuff said...BRO INGAT EH...KERANA MULUT, BADAN BINASA.

i'll give u a lil bit of what i have...[[:

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Love Ya'll
ZAIRIL FAHMY!...[[:

wanna fuck??...Lets fuck...[:

LOVE

2009-09-30T06:26:00.000-07:00

POOOOP! I love you and I miss you la babi.
Kay I damn bored.

Please come home soon cause I want to talk to you.
*kening naik-naik* HAHAH! No la.

Saaaaayang you!
*shakes bootie*

I dreamed about you now every night
In my mind is where we meet
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep

They're all part of the list, things that I miss
Things like you funny little laugh
Or the way you smile, or the way we kiss

2009-09-15T00:44:00.001-07:00

HELO!!!This is just a random post abt my Wifey...Look at that face of her...so bacen..geram aku...nyahah!...i miss her sngt2...and i forgot when..butaftr like forever then got to buks with her...at cineleisure...huhu!..Soo...I LOVE HER SNGT2!..AndBUHBYE!..[:

Madness Within..

2009-09-13T23:48:00.001-07:00

HARLOW!!!

Its been a long time..

soo

i shall summarize what i have been doing..

-Party @ Changi Bunglow

-Clubbing at Nova

-Weeding

NYAHAH!!...

ok..alot happened actually..

but malas nk type...

there's alot of problems here and there...

im kinda sot..

cuz ade lah eh... kate

choose ur frens wisely...

wth...

its not the frens man...

tetapi mcm mane kau bawak diri tu.

enuff said...

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits they become character;

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Remeber this words and people will start respecting u the way you want them to...

Yours Truly

ZAIRIL FAHMY FAEEZAH SMELLY!...[:

BLABLABLA!

2009-09-09T01:09:00.000-07:00

Helo!...huhu...i cnnt post pics...my blog fucking mendak...soo...im gonna ask someone to do sumthng abt it..nyehehe...bb...tolong pwess...[:

Were gonna party as much as we can..

2009-09-04T04:59:00.000-07:00

Helo3...huhu!!...
Hmmmm...b4 anyting..
who is walking all over who...fuck...
aku diam, aku diam ko naek lemak..
pegi mampos ah...
Alrite...im proceeding to da party now...huhu...
im all warmed up for some dancing!!...
nyahahha...huhu....
Shall update tmr with pics aiits!...huhu..
BUHBYE!...[:

Keep On Moving..

2009-09-03T10:53:00.000-07:00

OLA!...huhu
Im bored...
Im pissed....
She could have just said it...but...she didn't..
fucking juz giving me her nonsense and expect me to know whts wrong...
fuck that shit...
Tomorrow is CJ's party...
huhu!...
cannot wait lahh...
wanna tdo now...
cuz i wanna fast forward the time lahh...
NYAHAHA...
nity nitez ya'll!...huhu!...

Yours,
Zairil Fuckme[:

Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz..

2009-08-29T01:31:00.000-07:00

Im at home...waiting for sume org nye kol.....semalam Bay Beats was ok lahh...terserempak wit RAMAI LAH...tsk2...like i had my own paparazzi like that...tsk2....harap2 niari baybeats better ah...ermmm...baby boo is not replying..haizz...tktau ahh....i wanna go out..i can;t stand it at home!...AHHH!!...U ARE SO GONNA BE THE DEATH OF ME!...nyahah...k ciao!...[:

The Riddle[:

2009-08-28T01:32:00.000-07:00

IM BORED AT HOME ROTTING!...and tmr plan nk go out ramai2...skali ade org yng let me down ahh...haizzz...all my frens could make it...but the person that i thought would turn up...will not be turning up...SADNESS...nehmine...i shall edit again later aftr buke...huhu...[:

BALLONATIC PARTY[:

2009-08-26T10:07:00.000-07:00

HARLOWW!!....sooo....today was mendak lahh....i went to skool to pass some letter to the coordinator...then when to buka with Aiman, Dan and Aliy at bedok...tats all i did...hw mendak ehh...haiyoo...but 24 Oct is gonna be a blast...planned out everyting with Lil J and RR...i cn hardly wait....nyahhaha...im bored...Baby ditched me for some movie...soo lyssa teman me lahh....nyahah...BUT...NO DOUBT...BABY BOO...I LOVE U SNGT2 lahhh...bacen btol...syg kau lahh bodoh...

PS:AKU MALAS NK UPLOAD PHOTO!...hurrr....

EDIT!..
Its now 4.21am. I irritated her until she cnnt take it...so now...she is pissed at me...nyahah...but...no doubt...i still love her...i juz finished reading an e-mail she sent to me...how sweet cn that pantat be...aku syg die sngt2 lahh...im gonna post the top part of the e-mail that went something like this,

I know I don't get to see you every single day and I know I don't get to spend most of my days with you. Nevertheless, you're always on my mind every minute of the day, love. And when I do get to see you, you'd never know how I feel at that very second.

Eventhough I don't smile as wide as I should, I'm actually jumping for joy inside. My heart will race and my stomach will give me all this funny fuzzy feeling. It just amazes me how I'd still feel that way after all these years.

Maybe you and I both don't have the explanation to all these, but what I know is that it's because you're this one really amazing guy who never fails to make me have all these feelings over and over again.

HOW SWEET CN SHE BE!..whts more...that on top there is only the tip of the ice berg...tsk2...eeee...im on cloud 9 lahhh....kk...i wanna sahur now..so chiaoozzz...and bby...i syg u alok tau...and im sorry if i was being such an irritant..nyahah....ILY!...muacks...[:

ENGKAU PUNYA,
ZAI- YNG SNGT-FLY[:

PLAY IT HARD [:

2009-08-24T11:00:00.000-07:00

SOOO!!!....skool wasn't the way i pictured it...siol...i was not able to go to class cuz i hv to remodule 2 modules...ISH!...but i have reasons...sooo...tmr i gotta show proof for my reasons...and POOF!...im back to skool...nyahaha...sooo...aftr kene halau frm skola...i went to meet the boys at PR...planned where to buka puase...and decided on Nasi Ayam Penyet...but unfortunately when we got to the tempat makan...DAH TKDE!...dah tutop..close down...no more...AWWWWWHHH!!...so we had to settle for wht ever was there ah..the food was kinda good there...heee...then we walk2 pt bazzar geylang, while walking arnd, we came across a shooting game...nyahaha..APA LAGI!...hahah...maen ahh...Lil j, omar, aliy and me...sume maen...hahah...sume aim lava lamp...tapi...sume tk dpt...hahahahah....siol...sedih bulu...then kite balek...now...that pantat is so cranky...mcm nk kiss2 die aje smpi tk cranky...haha...elek ahh bby...studying is hard...juz hang on a lil more k syg??...ily sngt2 lahh....as for ya'll...im signing off now...pape pct k?...nyahah....bye2..happy berpuase...

P.s: CNNT WAIT FOR RAYA& i dunno why...fucking cnnt upload pics...SIOL...hmm..[:

Engkau punya,
Zai-Supadupa-FLY :P

GUESS WHO'S BACK??..[:

2009-08-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

HELO!!!...its been a long time since i blogged...nyahah...i had some shit going on..and im off the hook!...haizz...wht a close call...soo...now i shall blog a lil only...cuz if i would to write about everyting...i think i'll make a book on my blog...soooo...YA!...i shall update wen i get bck frm skool l8er...SEE YA!...[[:

Selamat berpuase sume...
ZAI-SUPADUPA-FLY![:

2009-07-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU LOVE,
babyBOO(:

Its only me and you..[:

2009-07-09T00:37:00.000-07:00

Baby love has been bugging me to update...soo
Here i am...this is zai..not fee...
cuz fee is 1 pantat that likes to hack and update for ppl...heee..
BACEN U!!...
bleahh...
Soo here it is...
*update update*
hehehe...
dah update...
Anyting pct k my fwens...
and remeber i love u baby boo...
[:
Signing off...

ZAI-SupadupaFLY

from your girl.f

2009-07-08T04:55:00.000-07:00

Bby I really suggest you close down this space.
Like seeeeeeeeriously la.
Since you only made this blog cause of
that.

Zairil Fahmy is currently studying for his
exams. padan muke! Nyahaha.
remember kay.
do well = treat
don't do well = no treat.
ada paham? ((:

i miss you so much LOVE. we'll meet very
soon alright? ((:

ILY BABY BOO!..

2009-06-27T00:41:00.000-07:00

HELO3!!...pantat ni bacen...saje2 jekk hack2...pantat..
Nehmine....
ily sngt2....
and imy oso...
bby...
i nk snuggle with u...
heeee[:

FAEEZAH IS THE DRUG!
ZAIRIL IS THE INSTRUMENT!
[:

I LOVE MY HS(:

2009-06-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO LOVE!

Haha. I'm bored like that. And I know you wont update when you come home, so yeah. I wanna hack your account and do this for you. Haha so hello baby, IMY terribly! (:

I know you love me many many. Nyahaha.

Lets go for another crazy date okay?
ILY la HoneyStar<3

p/s: i rock more than lady gaga okay!

Ghost Of The Smelly Wabbit[:

2009-06-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

HARLOW!....
It's been long since i last blogged...
soo now i shall.....
alot of things happened....
i shall just summarize everything....heh....
Wen out with baby boo to watch Ghost Of The Girlfriends Past......
I don't want to get into details...u know i know ehh b..[:
Wen to sakura for our 1st ever dine in date...hehe....the food was nice lah!...
then we went to science center...who goes for dates there...tsk2....
Its ok for us...cuz we are 1 weird couple...
Now the pawents are alwdy home...
I cnnt meet her evewyday alrdy...
Sob Sob....
IM MISSING HER LAHH!!....
haisshh....i love that woman lahh...
cn never get enough of her...although alwdy 5 yrs...
still...
he he he...

BABYBOO SAYS: Hi baby! You suck! Okay bye! ((:

Loving my Bacen always..
Zairil Fahmy

I LOVE YOU TOO BACEN!

2009-06-12T10:48:00.001-07:00

HARLOWW!..
im still not finished with my report, and still there's 2 more projects to be completed
HAIYO!!!...stress..
im worried about mon,
just now was boring!...i slept in class,
And i drooled -.- , fuck sia,
Tomorrow planning to go to ECP for a skim session and a Picnic..heh..
im just hoping god will give me a chance to proof my self,
ESPECIALLY!..
To my "beloved" father,
haishhh...
im waiting for that pantat to kol....
PANTAT TOL!
Klua tkda msg, balik tkda msg, bila2 pon tkda msg..
Tsk2..

NITY NITES
Zairil Fahmy

HOTCAKES!![:

2009-06-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

HARLOWW!...
heh...sooo...met that bacen in the morng for bweakfast,
hehe...missed her sia...
been a long time since we did that,
Then went to skool,
Boring, i dun like Ethics in psychology,
Bloody common sense sia everything,
tsk2....
Then Omar called,
And we went for a muvee at ehub,
hehe,
watched Monsters Vs Aliens,
HAHA, Fucking Gnarly sia the show,
nyahha,,,i like the blue blob guy,heh,
And bby bacen ku is sick,
Kecian die, tmr got exams sey,
Boohoo, Get well soon k bby boo, ILY SNGT2...[:

Nity Nites,
Zai-SupaDupa-FLY

The way you do things...

2009-06-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

MAKES ME SMILE[:
Harloww!....nyehe...Juz came bck from school,
Nothing much to say,
School was fun, Im really gettting super intrested,
I love Psychology...nyahah,
Baby Boo is being a pantat as usual,
Nvr reply msg or pick up my calls...CHIS!..
yesterday b4 skool i met her...
MUKE!!...haha...bacen gile...
And bby looked soo buntal...nyehe...
And now im bloody shagged...i wanna nap ahh!...[:
PLEASE HEAR MY CRIES!...I NEED A NEW SKIMBOARD!...
AHH!!!...

And in Life's noisiest hour,
There whispers still the ceaseless Love of Thee,

The heart's Self-solace and soliloquy.

You mould my Hopes,
You fashion me within,
And to the leading Love-throb in the Heart
Through' all my Being,
Through my pulse's beat,
You lie in all my many thoughts like,
The fair light of Dawn, or summer Eve
On rippling Stream, or cloud-reflecting Lake.

And looking to the Heaven, that bends above you,
I thank god he made me love Baby Boo.

Till The Next Episode,
Zai-Supadupa-FLY

Its Not Soccer, Its Football [:

2009-06-07T09:48:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyy.....hehe....sooo....im currently waiting for that bacen to finish her studying...im bloody bored...tmr there's school...and last night i met her...hehe...I was bloody flying soo high wen i hugged herr....missed dat pantat....hehe....wabbit wabbit....I watched green street hooligans 2 ....it was fucking fantastic....hahah.....and that explains the Post title....hehe...alright...that's that...i shall blog again tmr...[:

Nity-nites Ya'll
Zai-Supadupa-FLY

Chaos, Riot and Disorder

2009-06-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hey3...
its been a long time...
hehe....soooo..
ive been doin ok...
Fucking this term's module damn fun...
especially History Of Psychology...[:
Am in talking terms....
But still sad...
Im bloody bored...
Tmr is the weekends....
And i dun have no Plans....
Haishhh....
Becoming Insane is the name....

NITY NITES[:

Zai-Supadupa-FLY

I wish..

2009-05-28T10:06:00.000-07:00

Mummy's going australia tmr,
Was suppose to skim,
But her flight is at 3pm...
so canceled the skim outing...
Im so fucking worried...
I feel like there's no need for me to live life...
haizzz....wth...
and Exams juz now was GNARLY!....
haiyooo...heheh....
im juz plain confused now....
I think im not im the right state of mind now...
Tsk2....
BLEAHHH!!!...[:

I wish to give, to take, to make, to check, I wanna see it happen
I want to see, to be, the one that plays the game without no fears and regrets
I want to know you, better than I know myself
I want to feel the end, and to enjoy the consequence

I'm playing the game
the one that will take me to my end
I'm waiting for the rain...
to wash who I am

Zai-Supadupa-FLY[:

Elements of Life

2009-05-27T12:14:00.002-07:00

its 3.15 am....im trying to study...
I have alot of things in my mind,
And im fucking confused,
God,pleas show me the right path.

Zai-supadupa-FLY

Suicidal..

2009-05-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

Hello guys!....just here to tell ya'll i won't be blogging for quite sometime...i have some alot of shit that cropped up....anyting just call me yaaa....[:

Zai-Supadupa-Die

SUMMER JAM!

2009-05-23T05:28:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to say lahh....one definiton...FUCKING CRAZY FUCK!....tsk2....
Im sorry...but...i was in a state of confusion....U'll be hearing from me soon....as soon as i unwind this fucked up life of mine....

Zai Supadupa-FLY

2 MORE DAYS..

2009-05-19T23:57:00.000-07:00

To the fucking,
SUMMER JAM!...
i can't wait,
with this Lia shit going on,
with her still on my fucking mind,
with my exams next week,
with the Lta waiting to charge me,
while waiting for Bedok Hq to call me up,
I REALLY NEED TO DRINK TO MY DEATH AT THE CHALET,
Haiz....
...............Period..............

Wake me up before I change again,
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same,
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain
Before I change again,
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Before I change again...

Remind me the story that I won't get insane

Becoming Insane..

2009-05-19T23:25:00.000-07:00

Well, Fine then
Fuck ya'll, whoever that's fucking reading my blog,
U don't fucking feel me lah Lia,
U don't,
U Fucking jollywell dunno who the fuck i am,
Ur just a fucking critic,
IM NOT ASKING FOR FUCKING SYMPATHY,
FUCK U AND UR FUCKING HONEST OPINIONS,
JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE,
U MUTHAFUCKAS ARE THE REASON,
WHY THE WORLD HAS SOMTHING CALLED
SUICIDE,
IM NOT FUCKING ADDING OIL TO FIRE,
U ARE THE ONE U FUCKING ASSHOLE,
BY JUST FUCKING TALKING ALL UR SHIT FUCK PHILOSOPHY,
HOW THE FUCK DO U KNOW IF IM FUCKING VENTING OUT MY ANGER OR NOT?
I FEEL GOOD WEN I VENT OUT MY ANGER,
SO FUCKING LET ME BE,
LET ME FUCKING LOOK LIKE A FUCKING COWARD,
I DON'T FUCKING CARE,
CAUSE I KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM,
PEOPLE ARE JUST FUCKING JUDGING,
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PEOPLE,
U, LIA,
FUCKING LOVE TO FUCKING ASSUME,
HOW THE FUCK DO U KNOW IT HURTS HER??
FUCK, DON'T THINK UR FUCKING GOD TO SAY,
"and i know it hurts but i bet it hurts as much for her too"
WTF?
U FUCKING CALL WRITING ON A BLOG"KEKERASAN"??
WE'LL U KNOW WHT,
U DON'T FUCKING KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH,
FUCKING KEKERASAN,
IS WEN I MEET HER,
AND I GIVE A FUCKING GOOD STRAIGHT FUCKING JAB TO HER
FUCKING FACE,
ITU LAH KEKERASAN,
WHT IM DOING IS JUST WRITING,
IT DOESN'T HURT PEOPLE,
UNLESS PEOPLE FUCKING TERASE,
FOR ALL I FUCKING KNOW,
U ARE JUST SOME MOTHERFUCKER,
THAT'S HER FUCKING FRIEND,
GO FUCK OFF, AND FUCKING DIE,
I DON'T FUCKING NEED YOU'RE,
STUPID "HONEST OPINIONS"
FUCK U..
I DON'T NEED UR FUCKING COUNSELLING AND SHIT,

Fuck Ya'll
Zai-Supadupa-FLY

Sleepless is the name...

2009-05-17T11:01:00.000-07:00

Im at home...
Its 2.02am
And im Rotting....
Soooo....
I cnnt wait for Fri...
and im chatting with Beve...
I cnnt wait to meet the cute 1....heee[:
LALALAL...
Got a problem? Solve it!
Can't stand me? Sit Down!
Can't face me? Turn Around!
Hate me? Even Better!
Don't know me? So don't judge me!
I just realized that my fucking life was always a fucking lie
Blinded by assholes and this shitheads which they call themselves
"EDUCATED PEOPLE"
These people dun know shit about life, but only being judgmental
They judge people just because people look different from them,
And the people that follows what they say
are also idiots...
People in this world, as days goes by,
I just see that they are just programmed to be there,
All the thing's that happen are meaningless...
It just happened because it has to happen...
This people that think that they know wt to do in life,
Are just fuckers that are alrdy dead,
Im a muthafacuka that has a life full of surprises,
Cause for me my friends,
I am 1 hell of a confused asshole,
And those bitches,
I was hurt by this recent bitch,
But then again i thought, These girls hoes,
Are just people that were meant to be there to pleasure me,
Not they to love me and me to love them...
They were just there to give me a sex life...
Those shitheads that said"I LOVE YOU"
Are fucking stupid idiots that say it just for the sake of making me happy,
Tanx for helping me figure out the world..
U were just horny fucking hoes...[:
Perfection is stupid, If there's perfection in the world,
We don't need leaders, nor presidents,
A girl once said,
We are a perfect couple, even goes to the extend of breaking her virginity to me,
But next thing u know she say's,
HAHAH...my ex is a scorpio,
Just because a quiz told her that she shouldn't date a scorpio,
How fucking stupid cn ppl get?...
I hate these people,
They are just people that are waiting to die,
school, friends, work, play, family,
Its gonna be that till the day ya'll die..
Depressing ain't it??
But that's the truth about the fucking world...

Nity nites ppl,
Zai-Supadupa-FLY

Summer Jam (Phase 1) [:

2009-05-16T03:07:00.000-07:00

Sooo yaaaa....i went to skool...had the presentation for our course work...it was kinda fun lahh...nyeheh...and my fucking eye candy smile at me!...[: ...and aftr skool...Kutty shah dahh...give me 1 unexpected call...GOT PIT!...

This was the fucking amount of beer we had at the pit...Tsk3...
Can imagine?
How steamed up and pissed as a fart i was...hee[:

And the party didn't stop there....Then...THERE WAS!!...THE BUNGLOW...[: ...we planning to do some shake-a-dallic...soo we popped like 2 each...there were like 8 ppl...and 3 of them were chinese girls...nyeheh...i found 1 rather cute...heee[: ..and DENG3....Summer jam started lahh...[:

This was only the living room.[:

And The JACUZZI..[: that thing is damn fun..hehe...

Last and foremost...THE OWNER...[: ...his the shy type...and refused to be named...[:

This ain't nothing but a summer jam

Brown skin and singing and dance (ohhoho)
This ain't nothing but a summer jam
We're gonna party as much as we can

Tonight heart is wearing prouder skirts
Real tight temperature is rising
Feelin' real hot in the heat of the night
Midnight the party was stopped
into the moonlight

-Malas nk layan...and...the song is a musical from sweeny todd...we never wtched sweeny todd together...jgn terase...tsk2...soo i have to elaborate and all lahh...then ppl will understand?...BODOH2...tsk2...kesian ahh....mcm Budak2 ESN..[:

Still Downing From The Summer Jam,
Zai-Supadupa-FLY[:

No matter what.

2009-05-14T04:13:00.000-07:00

Sooo...im in school...yesterday i was so fucking shag...i slept at the bloody couch...tsk2...i planned to nap and bathe then blog...but non of that happened...i nap...and woke up at 3...haiyoo...sooo yesterday...didn't go skool...wen to marina square with groupmates to finish up our project..heh...and today i missed 12.15 class again...tsk2...haiyoo...nebermine lahh...i shall blog again at home...gonna go off to meet omar now..hehe...and ya...the party...ive got 2 parties and both of them...im the admin..tsk2...k lahh chiaozzz....[:

EDITED!..
Sooo just came back from schl...and like im SO FUCKING SHAGGED!....and down with flu..ISH!....tsk2....sooo..i met omar at parkway parade...we were like talking about the party all the way...getting all excited tsk2....haha...sooo...its gonna be 1 intoxicating party...im soo gonna get wasted that night....its gonna be a SUMMER JAM!!...nyahaha...[:ok2...gotta bathe now...

EDITED again...
orang2 zaman sekarang...SUMPAH dah BODOH NAK MAMPOS.....can't even dedicate a song right...read lahh....READ...go Google the lyrics...nk kasi org sakit hati pon tktau...tsk2...[:..and i SWEAR sweeny todd is evily charming...heee[:

I ain't dead, I ain't done
I ain't scared, I ain't run
Still I stand
No matter what VA here I am
no matter what
I ain't break, I ain't fold
You hate me more
Yeah I know
But there I go
No matter what shortie, here I go
No matter what shortie

Nity nites everyone[:
Zai-Supadupa-FLY

Its just that...

2009-05-12T13:48:00.000-07:00

Khai, CJ, Omar, Me and a Mitsubishi Lancer[:

Soooo....im having 1 of those sleepless nights again...luckily, omar called me randomly and asked me if i wanted to go out...so Omar, CJ, Khai and Eugene came over to my crib....and we slacked arnd the pool till 2+...Cj brought the car...soooo we headed down to changi to have some food...AND...FUCK..i found the match for my spicy desires....WHOOO!...i tried this chilli sauce called..SUDDEN DEATH...ISH!...sounds brutal right?...but the taste!...WHOO!...killer...tsk2...i shall try eating roti john with that ahh...heh...haizz...sooo...now i'll shall try to get some sleep...cuz i dunno how the hell am i going to skool tmr...tsk2...

Nity nites,
Zai-Supadupa-FLY

Dream.

2009-05-11T23:05:00.000-07:00

It was 3am, i was sitting at the club house all alone. Thingking while having a ciggie, out of no where she came. She stood infront of me, pulled me up and kissed me. Then she whispered in my ear, I love you. She walked away. I chased and before i could reach her, i woke up. That moment of happiness was crushed. It was just a dream. Alright gotta go skool. update later at night...bye[:

EDITED!..[:
lalala....after school i met my homeboys at T1...proceed to the arcade for some Dragon punch...nyeheh...release some anger on that shit yeaa...heee[: ...after that had some S-11 rojak...mmmm...sedap gile...nyeheh...then cabbed home...im soo bored...it has become a routine alrdy...skool, lepak and sleep...soo onn...and sooner or later..everday's post is gonna be like..."still waiting to die, haven't seen the light yet"....tsk2...boredome lahh....but..NEXT WEEK OMAR'S CHALET!...whooo...cnt wait..next friday....hahaha....alrite2...gotta go mandi...

I'm confused??????
all the time we spent together, makes it hard to get you outta my system..

Nity nites ya'll[:
Zai-Supadupa-FLY

I am deeply unhappy.said in electro voice[:

2009-05-11T06:59:00.000-07:00

Helo!...soo..today was a bloody long day like i said...and those pantat's didn't come to skool..tsk2...soo i hung out with rueben all the way..and we were like the only 2 smokers...haizzz..but the day was average...nyeheheh...ok lahh...nothing much to say...memories have been buried..and the show "kerana cintaku saerah"...on this episode im watching....it reminds me of someone...cuz....it (it refers to the person im talking about) forgets the things i did for it...now wen it is all grown up and popular...throws me aside and doesn't care cuz it thinks it cn find someone much better now...i hope it wakes up from its dream b4 it goes through wht i have gone through...

If ya'll been wondering who are the V.L.S...well...thats them...and they are my boys...[:

EDITED!
Eh dimwit...u still don't get it lahh...I've been trying to hint u sooo bloody much and u still don't get it...ur just flaring up and up and up..haizzz....IM JUST TRYING TO GET U TO THINK STRAIGHT!!...HOW HARD IS THAT??...IM TRYING TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY OF WHAT I HAVE DONE...BECAUSE I STILL(ITS HARD TO SAY) U...BUT YOU ARE NOT LETTING ME!....YOU JUST FLARE UP AT THINGS I SAY...I CAN'T SEE U IN THIS STATE SIA...EVERY FUCKING THING I SAID WAS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD DOPE...ya allah..please lahh..i know u have an ego...but put it aside....aftr going through all that 5 years of ups and downs...ends just like this..in a fight because i tried to correct u....but after all that i have said...i dun think ur gonna listen...ur just gonna throw another fucking angry post at me..sumthng like..U LOW LIFE BITCH...haiz....and im gonna get all angry...and everything's gonna be messy...haiz...i shall leave this to the hand of the Almighty....i hope u open you're eyes and for ONCE please stop it with your ego...i ain't gonna take you to no where but only deeper into shit...thats wht i learnt...

Ya Allah, Jgn lah kasi dia menyeksa ku begini.Amin.

Nity-nites Everyone[:
Zai Supadupa-FLY

I LOVE YOU MUMMY!..[:

2009-05-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

HALOO!!...soo..yesterday had some problems with the fucking bike...and was in a fit of anger...sooo like the cops came up to my place and asked did my bike get stolen..and blahblahblah...i had to go down..and take the bike back...and those idiots..that were on the bike...had to cock up the story etc etc... now i've juz gotta see how it goes in 2 weeks ah...

Me, Cuzzie and Abg..[:

And today went out with family..[: ...i felt soo happy...its been a long tyme since we went out together...heee[: ..we went to CARC to eat....aftr that they went karaoke....me and cuzzies went to watch a movie...ZOOLANDER!...fuck...that show is damn stupid...it was about male modelling..TWO THUMBS UP...hehe...tmr..is like gonna be a fucking long day!!!....tsk2...haizz tired2...

BITCH
–noun

1.	a female dog.

2.	a female of canines generally.

Slang.

a.	a malicious, unpleasant, selfish person, esp. a woman.

b.	a lewd woman.

The 1 below is u...and Bitch..ain't for me...[:

Hyp-o-crite [hip-uh-krit]

–noun

1.	a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose actions belie stated beliefs.

2.	a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

Replies...
Steph: Replied on tagboard alrdy..

Zuli:EHHH!!...ya allah...tsk2..cukop2 aje eh cik kak...nyehehe...[:

Cassie:nyehehe....Thank you very the much...hee[:

EDIT..

I really need ppl to see the true her...and stop saying She's wearing a scarf, cannot be lahh..

Nity nitez ppl..
Zai-Supadupa-FLY[:

Midnight Madness and Beyond[:

2009-05-08T12:36:00.001-07:00

I LOVE IT
Just came back from meeting kuhan,
and aftr reading the blog, Im laughing my ass off,
HAHAHA, took u down point by point,
and not even a reply...muahahha...im so mean
hehe...and i like it...
The EGO post is soo gonna be a classic...[:
WHOOO!...lalalalal..
After the storms of life, follows a rainbow
SOO FUCKING TRUE!...[:
And im so gonna sleep like a baby tonight...
That pic on top damn random..heee[:
IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE HOW WIDE IS MY SMILE NOW[:

Nights ya'll,
Zai-Supadupa-FLY...[:

Get It Shawty[:

2009-05-08T03:29:00.000-07:00

helo there!...heh...sooo....1st things 1st, I AM SO NOT GOING TO SKOOL WITHOUT SLEEP ANYMORE...tsk2...went to skool...i was like complaining to steph and zuli all the way lahh..but zuli kena since PR...tsk2...sori ahh..abit cwanky..heee[: ...aftr skool...we were suppose to do the project...but aftr like confiding in each other...semua DOWN!...tsk2...i was alrdy tired....so i really could not be bothered to think about anyting AND THE LAST THING I WANTED TO DO IS THE PROJECT,at that tyme lahh....tsk2.....soo these pics here....are my classmates...the closest im with is like..ruben,zuli and steph....unfortunately ruben pic dun hv....i'll show u once i get a pic with him aiits...hee[:

Sooo...this sweet looking thing here is Zuli[:

This pic...heee[:...im sorry, but the girls on the right..heh..i cnnt remember their names...hee...but on the left is Zuli and Steph..Zuli is pweety,sweet,bubbly type and the class rep, and Steph is like Hot but not the PLASTICS kind...and she helps me catch up in my work alot....how lucky can i get huh?hee[: ..But they both play an important part in my MDIS life...They are like my Go-To-Skool mates, Group mates, Smoke mates and bloody great listeners..Love hanging out with them cuz they give me a better understanding of what girls really want....

Alright, that's that...i need to get a pic with Steph, if not like not fair...got personal pic with Zuli than no personal pic with Steph..cnnt lehh...heee[:...ALRIGHT...i want to nap now.....buhbye!..[:

ZAI is So Supadupafly..[:

Special delivery for someone named Ego![:

2009-05-07T10:39:00.001-07:00

Girl...sarcasm doesn't work on me....reverse psychology is my game...Im taking a Dip in Psychology....don't try to beat me in my field my dear.....mind games are child's play...tsk2..[:

Yes..i hate your ego...u claimed u "loved" me...but u cannot even swallow your ego for me??...so that's how you show your "LOVE" for me? by screaming and hanging up on me....get your facts right...i never did say i hated u...why are u assuming??...i don't hate you...i hate your ego...

I SWEAR I NEVER DID CALL U A BITCH in the previous post, and u said u are 1?...if u claim to be 1, then i cannot stop you...You have very low self esteem ya?...not good..tsk2..

Step cute, is trying to be cute my dear...don't SS...

Don't hope...i won't...don't worry...i meant every single thing that i said..cause every single thing is true..You're just feeling worked up because u can't accept the fact that you are like that...I know how u feel..Truth Hurts[:..and i think..u got some major problems with your self-esteem and paranoia...i think u need to see a counsellor or go to a motivational talk...my lecturers are all counsellers, good one's also..if u need my help just message me alright?..I'm more than willing to help u..[:

Yours Truly..
ZAI[:

P.S:
I got the right to put up a fight
But not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
See you in my nightmare, oh but how did you get there
Cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well

Baby girl I'm finished
I thought we were committed
I thought we were cemented
I really thought we meant it
But Now we just repenting
And Now we just resenting
The clouds is in my vision
Look how high that I be getting
And it's all because of you
Girl we through
You think your shit don't stink but you are Mrs. P-U
And I don't see you with me no more
Now tell everybody that you know

Patience is a Virtue....BUT THE LAST STRAW IS THE LAST STRAW..

2009-05-07T00:26:00.000-07:00

Everyone has patience but it has a limit..Everything in this world has a limit...and i don't deserve this shit u give me....All I've got to say is...

I GIVE UP! Period.

EDITED!
Soo...that's that...wht u always wanted.....all awhile u were saying last msg frm me here, last msg from me there right?....and that i cn see hw are u through ur blog....now....i shall say..same goes to you..ive tried so hard, i was juz trying to get u to talk otp, and i get fucking screamed at...wth??..boring letak kn?....this will be the last post im ever gonna mention about u.....cuz after today...there was never u in my life.....cuz yes we had happy times, but the happy times could NEVER cover the hurtful times.Period.

Edited AGAIN!
Since this is gonna be the last..better make use of it to the max....It has always been me to make the 1st move, and u will juz sit down and play hard to get and wen u feel like it accept me back...fuck that shit...i dun need this no more....to hell with ur fucking ego...i always hurt mine to condition yours...ur not thankful of what u had...now its gone....soooo....read this...and DIGEST IT IN UR BRAIN....feel the burn in your heart....that's how i felt wen u screamed at me....i bet ur thingking, why the sudden change?, the answer is bloody easy..its u..dah tak sanggup lagi aku jadi pak sanggup...i cannot wait for u to move out...that'll be like sooo good..easier for me to forget u.....haaaa...now im goin to bed...good night..

Im Singing in the Rain...[:

2009-05-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

HELOO!!!....nyahaha....my day was BLOODY FREAKING GOOD!...nyeheh...1st thing i went in class late...and still got a compliment by Mr Singh...NYAHAH...how happy am i...he was like...ohhh zai...u look good today!...heeee[: ...next stop KEMBANGAN!...heheh...and i had that counselling test...and he was like...why not u said somthng like blah blah blah...and at the end he said...other that that it was excellent...LALALA...im soo bloody happy...heee[: ...sooo...tmr is another day...and still have to wear formal although ive done everything...being the client and counseller...tsk2...i think i shall juz wear smart casual ah tmr...and the pics oso i'll post tmr....nyeheh...CHIAOZZ!!..[[:

More Murda..

2009-05-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

YELLOW!!...heee[: ...
Boring day...went to skool in the morng...finish skool oso in the morng...tsk2...tmr i gotta wear formal clothing to skool...cuz there's some counselling thingy...nyeheh...and i have a project due on 14 May...tsk2...mendak nyeee.heee[: ...and that pantat steph was suppose to go online and pass me the pics...tsk2...nehmine lahh..shall blog again tmr...nity nites..[:

Insomnia

2009-05-02T18:31:00.001-07:00

Well3...helo!....hmmm...im having 1 of those sleepless nights...tsk2...sooo...last night i was like talking to HER....hmmm...the sound of that voice engulfed my heart in sadness and happiness....hmmm...aftr that i met my homeboys....and went home like arnd 4+...and didn't sleep until now...haizz...cuz the memories of me and u suddenly rushed in to this fatigue little mind....sooo...i decided to walk arnd our estate....

And i saw that road we used to walk in the wee hours of the morning, the place where i used to fetch u and gave u kisses saying"i miss u", the chair we used to seat and star gaze and that word u said on that particular night still lingers till today"kiss me", the bbq pit, Pit 3, where it used to be our sitting spot wen we were still in secondary school....and i started remembering all the sweet memories..the tyme wen i had a hang over and u came dwn juz to massage my head at pit 1,the time we wtched movies in my house and turned out the movie wtched us...its not about the THING that we did those nights...but its those sweet little things that u did that keeps those memories burning in my mind....the 1st kiss we had in the movie...and i still remember the movie.."alvin and the chipmunks"...haizz...i cn still remeber that sweet innocent face wraped in my BAPE jacket wen u were having high fever....haizz..and this is only a pinch of all the sweet memories we had together....how did this love that was sooo sweet, shatter into a million pieces??...WHY did this happen???....everynight b4 i sleep...i swear u are always on my mind....i hv been praying for ur return....i still love u i really do....if 1 day i would to say that i got over u..thats is what i call A BIG LIE....and my bike being baby boo...thats stupid...no 1 cn ever replace u...while writing this im holding back all the tears that i have....ME..tearing??...the guy that ppl look as a notorious person...is actually...a soft and tender being that is being held at mercy by...U....

Now i see that...NO 1...not even a motorbike cn be u...cuz that bike that i gave the name baby boo juz hurt me by putting me into an accident....now im having bandges all over me...if squiddie and lil J weren't there...i think i would be in pain until now...but thanks to lil J and squid's im healing....wen i was thingking about all those memories...i was looking at the pictures in my mp3...and that pic on top...made me cry...i shall update later....cuz im gonna follow lil J to bugis now...

A msg to U:

I know we have already split
Gone our separate ways indeed
Hurtful words have been said I admit
But it doesn’t mean love is dead and buried.

We have gone through so much with grit
The love for you my heart can’t be emptied
Why did I agree that we shall quit
When for our future I silently plead.

Now when all alone I sit
My feelings for you grow rather than recede
If only you can find it in your heart to permit
To continue where we left off and make it succeed.

Presenting the new....BABY BOO!..[:

2009-05-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

Sooo...i juz finishes bathing...and I SMELL LIKE PANTENE...nyeheh...LOVEEEE ITT!....hehe...sooo....ive got my baby bck...and hehe...i bathed her alrdy...muahahah...and wen i was washing it...i juz thought that...hmmm...i'll give u a name...hehe...and guess wts the name....since i dun have HER no more...now my beloved KR is...BABY BOO!...hehe...im gonna make a sticker soon and paste it at her butt...nyeheh...sooo...i was like wondering...actually...all this time wen i was her...she nvr did had time for me...hehe...i juz realised...cuz everytime we went out...was either because she need to run an errand or i had to force her...tsk2...i was really blinded by luv...hahah...fuck...how cn a playa like me be so dumb...tsk2...to fall for her somemoere...tsk2...haizz...yet again...another "luv" story ends...i wonder who'll be next to hurt me again...nyeheh...alrite folks...till next tyme...NITY NITES!...[:

Stronger.

2009-05-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

YHELLLO!!....nyehe....look at that pic...bloody hell...that was like wen i juz came out of the HOLE lahh...tembab right??.....tsk2.sooo...juz came bck frm Ah Chuan....my bike is under operation...by 6..it will be ready...nyahaha...sooo...i juz finished reading HER blog....there was this video that she posted...and ya...it did tear me...tsk2...seriously...hmmm....it teached quite alot...although its short...sumthng like...there are sometimes in life where u fall, and u don't have the strength to get back up...WOII!!...thats like how i felt wen i lost HER.....tsk2...NOW!....like wht he said but in my situtation....if i tried to get u bck 100 times and falied...and i give up...would i ever get u?...shall update ltr...[:

Im So High..This Music Makes Me High!...[:

2009-05-01T00:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!....nyeheh...sooo...yesterday was a pretty kecho day....nyehe...it was my 1st tyme taking the morning class...the teacher was gerek...and my group mates are...Zulia and Steph...nyehehe...we were like the odd 1 out...we got 3 ppl...wen the rest got 4...wahliau...not fair...nyeheh...soooo...the teacher like gave me assingments...the assingments were...WATCH MOVIES.....he gave us like "the gods must be crazy" to wtch...cuz he says its a good way to learn about non-verbal communication....ok2...enough of skool...nyeheh...now.....

The fun part...sooo...i went home and reached like at 1pm...i took a nap...and arnd 5 went out to meet barney...then we planned...for some GREEN action..nyeheh...we bought 2 pckts...and smoked our lifes away...HAHAHHA....and everyone's face was like FUCKING SHIT...and that includes me...HAHAHAHA...laugh-tastic stuff...nyahahahah....i gt left overs...and im now going to a MOD's MAY DAY gig...whooo!!!...moddets...here i come...[[: ....i shall update later tonight...with pictures...heeee...

Editted
ALAAA!!...no pics...]: ...psl cnnt twansfer to comp...alllaaa...*pouts*....nyehehehe....now im at jimmys hse....lepaking....while having our GREENS....nyehehe....the mod's mayday shit turned out sucky....tsk2....boring ahhh...sooo...i juz went there...eat gado2...then BORED...until NOW...nyeheh...now the day is getting better....MUAHAHA!!...hehe....im still missing u no doubt....and im soooo blank...haizz...nothing to say...nyahahha....i shall blog again tmr...[[: ...nite2 everyone....

Make It Rain...

2009-04-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

Well3..if it isn't billy boy...nyehhee...HARLOW THERE!...nyeheh...hmmm...today was a normal school day....nothing special...got closer to my classmates lahh..AND wen otw bck home all the bloody manjay babi in the train cramping me SMELLS LIKE SHIT!!!...kimak!...tk mandi pekk....went home to take my bikey...then meet them VLS....nyeheh...sooo...ive been thingking....WHY THE HELL AM I IN THIS STATE OF SADNESS AND DEPRESSION...wen i should be like...so wht...if she leaves me...i am at no lost...i should juz say...soooo...wht??...ive got wht i wanted...yes i have lost a love...sooo i was talking about it to lil J...and he was like...because zai...we can't lie to ourselves...and YA...seriously...i can't lie siaa...i cn avoid the hurt for awhile...but...it will juz crawl back up slowly....wth...it as though im the 1 that lost THAT THING....and im in this almost going crazy state...haiyooo...i shall juz berkomat-kamit every day lahh...im at no lost, i am no lost so onnnnn and on on on....until i really feel that way lahhh...tsk2...nehmine...see how it goes lahh...kalau dah jodoh, tk ke mane...but die...nk jodoh dgn manjay makan babi...wt to do...haiyoo...i need to bath and sleep ahh...tmr morng schl....NITY NITES!...[:

Pussy, Money and Weed[:

2009-04-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

Well3....i haven't been bloging for quite sometime...nyehehe...mane nye nk continue...hehe....i shall summorise wat happened....sooo...i alrdy got my KR bck...nyehehe....and alot of work to be done...hehe....i went riding on sunday night...AND I BROKE ME OWN RECORD!...my fastest speed used to be 160km/h...now...its like 200km/h...because i fucking tried to chase that bloody little indian...he was bloody fast sia...hands down...tsk2....and yesterday was my 1st day of school...it was ok lahh...they gave me a warm wlecome....and i am dah ONLY malay guy there...wahliau...and the malay girls were like the goody2 type...soo..i cnt really relate to them...and i dunno why...im seeing her everywhere....wahliau...my head spin2 leh...cnnt tahan...siape2 pakai tudong looks like her...HAIYOO!!...and every tue for me no lesson...nyeheh...hmmm..sooo...till next tyme...buhbye!...ohh ya..THANK U BOO!...[:for the luck..i think it worked..hehe..
A Msg To U:
I dunno why
But i have try
Now its ur turn to make the decision
To go on without me, or make that great U turn...
Remember, i still love u, i swear i do
Till then i'll wait for u my boo...

Edited.....
Sooo!...i juz came bck meeting them VLS...studied in the morng and went out like 5...and Basic Personal Counselling is bloody fun..i forgot to tell ya'll bout the lecturer...some singh guy...hahah...OMG...bloody funny...another funny thing...his a singh...and doesn't have a turban.......-.-" ....haha...reminds me of lak pati singh oso...nyahahah....and i went riding alone b4 mtg them VLS....i passed through the cloud wtching place and all...haiyoo...memories...nyeheh...but wth...now i shall concentrate on my studies...hopefully i cn that is....nyehehe...and sumthng about me that my ex will say....sooo girls...kalau nk knl2...juz leave ur MSN on the tagboard..(;

BABY! Im bored la. So im gona give you this email.
I suro barney suro u msg i. tapi tak msg msg pon. So nga bored.com ok.

IF you we were to break for some reasons and IF you had moved on
and found a new girl, and IF that girl came up to me and asked
me about you, and whether you love her, I'll say these to her...

1) If Zai loves a girl, and if hes serious, he'll go all the way for her, no matter what.
2) Zai will always lover her 10x more than how much she loves him.
3) Zai sacrifices anything for her.
4) Zai cant change overnight. Be patient, cause hes trying. He tries cause he loves you.
5) He may have a lot of girl friends around, but they mean nothing if you mean somthing to him.
6) Zai will always think about the girl he loves every night before he goes to sleep. So dont worry bout all the other girls.
7) Zai may be a monkey and super crazy. But he knows when to chill and when to cool.
8) Zai will flaunt his gf if he really loves her. He's never embarassed with the girl he loves.
9) Never doubt his love, cause if he says he loves you, he really does.
10) Even though he doesnt show it, he does get jealous sometimes.
11) Try to be nonsense with him, he'll do the same to you.
12) Zai remembers every single thing you said to him. So even if its something little or small, he'll remember it.
13) Zai will chase after a girl, if he really loves her.
14) He'll swallow his big ego if he has to. Cause he really loves her.
15) Zai will try to impress you even if he doesnt show it.
16) Zai loves kitties, so be sure to love them too!
17) Zai is a gentleman. He really is (:
18) He'll put you first than anything.
19) Zai is great boyfriend, a great friend, a great listener and a great bitching partner.
20) Lastly, Zai will always make you feel like a princess, cause he'll pamper you like no other.

Replies To Tagboard:
Cass: WAHH!!...cursing me sia...]:
Fee: Don't have to tell me..i know i am....[:

Through Struggle..

2009-04-24T23:20:00.000-07:00

HELO!...i juz came bck frm MDIS...and confirm2 starting skool tis mon...WHEEE!!...nyeheh...sooo...i didn't sleep frm last night...met them home boys...went home...then went out to MDIS again...whoooo yoooo!....im bloody tired..and i wanna nap...cuz a lil bit in the evening will be goin out with lil J...and i was viewing her blog..that short video about the enviroment...come to think bout it...lets don't put that in the enviromental way...hw bout...in "about us"....maybe we could reverse it....hmmmm...wth sia...i dunno why im juz letting the memories dig it's way up...and i myself am helping it by reading her blog and looking at all her photos...if it was bad one's i dun mind....but the memories that come bck are all the happy moments....Fort Siloso,Alvin and the chimpmunks,cloud watching and last but not least, star gazing..many more going through in my head..if i would to write..it would be like all the Harry Potter books....haizz....trying to forget but cnnt.....i'll update later at night.....

You Spin My Head Right Round..

2009-04-24T10:05:00.000-07:00

Helo!!...nyehehe....haizz...was boring day lahh....I GOT BLOODY STUCK TO THE SONG "RIGHT ROUND"....juz followed my homeboy lil J for his reporting...then visited 1 of my relative...my granduncle or sumthng ahh....and i wore my left lip piercing bck..nyeheh..plus i tried wearing my bro's wtever hat is it called...and squddie said..i look like YOGI...from miami ink..hehhe...next stop KEMBANGAN....nyeheheh...hmm...im bored...and still not over her...hw irritating...haizz...but she ain't coming bck....haizz...im powerless..BUT!...god made me these 3 most special ppl in my life that was with me through thick and thin..SHOUT OUT TO YA'LL Lil J,Barns And Squiddie...they are the ppl that brighten me up wen im down...I LOVE YA'LL...now...im gonna meet all my homeboys...squiddie is with me right now...hehe...now off to bathe!...and ya!...im gonna start skool on mon...waliau...1 week late sia...hehe...nite2...[:

A msg to u:

I still love u i do

Im still in need of u my boo

Why don't u love me too??

Like how u used too...]:

Deeply Disturbed..

2009-04-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

HELO!!...nyeheh....sowie nvr blog yesterday....i was all steamed up and piss as a fart...cuz...i had wine with my homeboy lil J....hehe...yeaaa...sooo...yesterday...nothing much...juz watched a midnite muvee with that pantat bacen nurul atyqa bte ******...nyehehe....walau wey....me and nk stepping hero...ceh2...beli ticket...cerite JGN TEGOH...ingat kn nk kasi sia pantat tu takot...MAK!....skali...dgn aku2 skali takot...nyehehe...suspense nk mampos...ter WAHLIAU WEY sane WAHLIAU WEY sini...nyeheheh....pantat tol...then the muvee ended at like 1+...ajak eeka gi chalet...abeh naek cab same2...tknk...seboleh2 nk jln...CHIS!...jual mahal...ape saje...so i went to the chalet alone...all paranoind...nyehehe.....so met up with lil J...cuz he and lin booked a walk in chalet....soo i menyebok...hehe...and drank wine...BUT...fuck...that wine wen up to my head and WHIRR-WHIRR SIA!...wahliau....hehe...then went home walking side ways...heheh....AND THAT LIL J...JUZ HAD TO SHOUT 'JGN TEGOH'.....KURANG AJAR....soo..he had to teman me otp...while i waited for a cab...nyehehe...

Today....had the VLS meeting...cuz....i planned a chalet...we are gonna do it on the 2nd week of may...at SENTOSA!!...WHOOO!!...kanina...step abg2 australia nye surfer ahh...hehe....so they are suppose to pass me 20 bucks each....by next tue....hehe...and YA!...bloody hell...before the meeting...we played a game...called..GAME BODOH!...hahahhaha....its fucking laugh-tastic sia....hahah....lagi2 ngan si pantat nye SQUIDDIE nye melatar...YA ALLAH!!...hahahaha...burok siaa....hahaha....then....1 more bloody funny event...aftr the meeting....HAHAHA....sooo....the cops came....was juz doing their job....wen 3 son of a guns...ran....and all 3 were the Rudeboys....hahahahha....fuck...and 2 of them...adek-beradek...Martin and Eliy ....sooo...the cops somehow knew they ran....and said...if they dun come bck....we are not letting u all go...and lil j was alrdy late...sooo they came bck...the convo consisted of the 2 brothers and amat.. and the convo wen sumthng like this....

POLICE: Asl kau lari?
Martin:Psl amat maki saye...abeh saye kejah
POLICE:abeh kau pulak?
Eliy:Psl die abg saye
POLICE:Abeh ape kene mengene?
Martin:psl die maki bapak kite...
POLICE:die maki ape..
Martin:Bapak kau mandol....

HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!...wtf sia....kimak kecho gile sia....hehe...sooo...nw..i juz came bck frm some transporting work...and...nyehehe...and...time to...JUMPE AIYSHA!...nyehehe....alrite2...nity nites everyone...till next tyme...[:

Run Run Run to the Cities of the future...

2009-04-21T08:40:00.000-07:00

HELO!!....wahliau wey....skool cock up...so i start on thurs or latest next mon....haizz....sooo....today was boring...but last night...me and my home boy, Lil J, wen out to grab a beer....wen we were drinking we were talking about everything under the moon...and...there was this couple beside us...they were having a fight...KIMAK!!...that guy was like...wth sia...HAHAHA!...he was like punching himself...then soon aftr...the girl punched herself....WTF IS WRONG WITH THEM SIA...HAHAHHAHA....Lil J and i were like laughing our ass of siaa...hahha...kite dah offer nk tolong tknk...ape jek anak2 malang ni...and YA...jantan sedih gile...nk isap rokok...pompuan die amek rokok die...abeh pijak2...baru light pulak tu....HAHAHAH....sedih bulu sia...haha...wth...i dun even know why im telling this...but its just funny ahh...hahah...wth...and i borrowed some intresting book today...about the organised crime in the UK...bloody interesting...alrite...im of to read...and eat...sooo....till next tyme...SLMT MLM!...[:

Sleepless nights...

2009-04-19T09:31:00.000-07:00

Juz came bck from mtg the VLS boys.....and was like bloody stupid...we were playing with paper planes...-.-" ...ni sume psl si pantat nye kude ahh...and...YAAA LAHH!!....i forgot tmr im starting skool..and3...im in MDIS...studying...PSYCHOLOGY!...i juz got this bloody good feeling the chicks there are gonna be...WOW!...hehe...cnt wait fer tmr...luckily i hv my beloved older brother there...eugene...and YAT NOSE...sooo they cn give me a lil bit of tour arnd the skool....hehe....lalala....and lil j will be goin NS this sep...): ...im gonna miss him sia....that'll be like in 5 mnths....and...RIGHT AFTR HE FINISH HIS PROBATION..wth...shout out to u lil j...i love u...and i'll always be with u aiits....alirte..enough said..nity nites...

Replies to tagboard..
Cassie: im alright hopefully...and the tanx on my tagboard...is about u caring...heee[:
Fee: Mate sakit?...pakai eyemo...hehe...ya lahh...i'll change soon...

Hang Loose!..

2009-04-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

YEAH3....yesterday was a skim-tastic day...tiring though...but WHOOOO-HOO!!!its been a bloody long tyme since i tasted salt water and sand in my mouth...[:...hehe....fun filled exciting day...and busted rahman...nvr help me ask number...tkpe man...aku ingat smpi mati...hehe...sooo ive posted some of the pics..of ME...[: ...at work.muahaha..till next tyme...Juz chill...to the next episode...[:nite2.

With every happiness....Comes PAIN...

2009-04-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

OMFG!....today was like...WOW!...gerek gile lahh seyyy...muahahha....it started out kinda shity...but ended AWESOME-MATIC!!...WHOOO!!...tanx to my dear fren jimmy and his fren azirah or sumthng like tat...sori kalau salah spell or anythng....hehe....sooo yaaa...met me old brother in the morng...and went gym with him...hmmm that punta-mauneh...hehe...thenn!...it came...that word...JAM N HOP!...jeng jeng jeng...at republic poly...whoooo!!.....grinding here grinding there...dun hv to tell much...pictures tell a thousand words....hmmm...aftr all tat...in the cab...i was like...fuck man...wht if she's like all those girls i saw...and EVERY SINGLE MINAH TUDONG I SAW....i got bloody paranoid...haiyooo!!...GOD...PLS LAHH!!...i dun deserve this...why me...im hurt..and she is all happy...not even an inch bit feeling hurt...haizzz....plss....bring her bck to me.....i dun want her to be one of them...she was a special someone that i love and appreciate soo much...i dun want ppl to be like"thats the hoe i fucked last week"...cuz looking at her now...it seems...that...she's slowly changing....and every time she changes...it cuts my heart...deep and slow...shaving inch by inch of my heart....looking at her blog recently...OMG!....she nvr was like that b4...ive said enough...bby...if ur reading this...plss lahh...do sumthng about urself...u said u loved ur parents and dun want to dissapoint them...tats why u left me...cuz...as the days goes by...its as though ur leaving me juz because u wanna leave me...not because of ur parents....nitezz...

Baby Don't Go!!...]:

2009-04-16T08:49:00.000-07:00

BOO!!...heee[: WHOOOO!....today was a fucking random day lahh...that purple dino all of a sudden juz had some stupid idea to do graffiti....wth...most of mine turn out shitty..but im gonna put up the pictures of the nicest one i did...and thats my name...hehe....OH YA!...i re-dye my hair and it turned out super white...hehe...sooo that was like wht i did the whole bloody day....while typing this post im still hving that ex-hi bleach on my bloody head...hehe...soo its like 6-7 hrs alrdy...haizz....still thingking bout her...i used to make barns jealous by talking to her all mushy on the phone...now he's doing it!...hw unfair...hmph!...im sadden and jealous....here i am all hurt and in pain..there she is all happy...abeh step its not ok....suar...and i though my realtionship was the most stable 1...STABLE MY ASS!....juz had to spoil it....hmm...alrite then...till next tyme!...ALAKAZAM!!!!!WHOOOOOSSSSSSSSHHHHHHH!....

Is it really the end?

2009-04-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

DUM DUM DI DUM!....heee[: ...juz finished dinner...and it was a very exhausting day...woke up at 8 in the morng expexting to go out by 9...but that bloody bum-bum had to over sleep...you know who u are -.- ...and after hundreds of calls, he eventually woke up...haiyo...sooo like planned..had to go to st.pats to take my N-level cert but actually i took it alrdy...bloody hell...i cn even forget about important things like that....typical zai....sooo made our way to bedok cuz fatty misses cutlet noodle....muahaha....sial nye keparat....makan aje 24jam....haha...soo yaaaa....everything went as planned...only the N-level cert part...and my body is aching like shit cuzzz...pegi gym...ceh ceh ceh...nk bikin badan...hehe...soo like that...aftr gym...SPLASH!!...swimming...and i was like screaming and screaming her alias hoping that she'll msg me sumthng like...u dah gile ke ape?...haha...but didn't happen...haizz...im always missing her...praying she'll realize that...IM SLOWLY DYING HERE!....im in need of her...she is like my life support...tats abit extreme but YA!...seriously...i cnt live sia...msged her juz now...damn random lahh...hehe....kk...my hands are killing me...i cnt type no more...actually excited because she PM me on MSN...muahaha...till next tyme...CHIAOOZZZ!...[:

HEY HO! LETS GO!....

2009-04-14T09:32:00.000-07:00

ha ha ha ha HI THERE!....i dunno why but...it seems that blogging will be the only way lahh...heee[: ...i had a blog...but i forgot everyting...about that blog...some zai knd 3 thingy...i forgot...and i shall start fresh...heee....oook now...i know my blog looks shity...cuz its like 12.30am...and i find it abit tedious to do the layout now...soo...i shall juz blog 1st....hmmm...today was a BLOODY BORING DAY!...like any other day..-.- sooo it was juz lepaking here and there as usual....welllll.....yesterday...haaaaa....that...if i talk about...it'll be a novel...so i'll juz summarize....met up with THE 1....there were some problems with us...sooo...it was shity lahhh...i still love her...ALOT....and yesterday... i was being told that our status was not together wen all this tyme i thought the break up was still pending...and wen we were kissing, i got to know that...she was trying to forget me...HEY!...wth...here i am trying to save this beautiful relationship...and there u are trying to forget me as hard as u can...how shattering is that?....but...wt cn i say...i've did my part...if she doesn't do her part...nothing changes....right?....i shall upadate about us more over tyme...abit hard to talk about it...SAKIT HATI TAU!....every post i'll talk a lil...so u'll get the full story...[: abit short...but wt do u expect...my head is cracking...so much shit to think about...sooo i think i shall juz clear up my mind and think about wht to write...tmr u'll get more...nity nitez!